..in england! yup, i'm there for two weeks and man, i'm excited because of shopping and making some cool new photos! on wednesday, we'll take at the evening the ferry in rotterdamm and arrive very early the next day in hull. then we'll drive to york because there lives the family of my mum's boyfriend where we stay during the holiday. ah and btw, i installed this simple looking journal skin with vintage-urban-street-art-bla-bla-touch. i like it. thanks to for it. <3

heey, a long time since i posted my last entry, huh.
okay. i broke my arm on monday. i'm really afraid that school is a dangerous place. so mothers and fathers, keep an eye on your children. and pupil, watch out for the dangerous metal stairs. how did that happen you ask? well, i was going to the classroom and had to go downstairs but that was my judgment lol. i slip out. it sounded like a big BAM. and at first i thougt there wasn't something broken o_O but i failed. 8D a piece from the elbow (i'm not quite sure if it's the right word) is broken. i had to go to a hospital on the same day because after a few hours it really hurts. and then on the evening, i had my first operation. and btw, this is my first break. premiere, premiere! i was sooooo afread before the operation because i thought "OMG WHEN THEY CUT YOUR ARM YOU WILL FEEL IT" but i felt nothing. i slept because of the narcose. after i woke up i thought "fuck, i'm still not operatet! D:" but all that was done. *sigh*
since tuesday i'm at home and my arm is hurting. as you can see i can write with the computer tastatur my fingers don't hurt but when i try to write with a pen.. ouuch O: it's like tiny flashes in my elbow and believe me - that's not a good feeling.
WHY ME? WHY ME? XD *sigh* GOD, WHY DO YOU CHOSE ME FOR ALL YOUR PAIN AND CORRUPTION? D: at first, the fucking MS and now a fuck bone break. thank you, i'm really happy. i'm really not sure if i can finish my school because i'm often ill due to the Multiple Sclerosis. my immune system (?) is not healthy and that's why i catch often a cold and stuff and can't go to school. and now i can't go to school because of the break! arrrrgh! D:
well, well, well. i hope you all guys are healthy and didn't break your bones.
at last, i wan't to thank all of you who fav my deviatons. i'm so sorry that i can't write it to all of yours deviantart account but i'm busy in the last time. :/
bye bye.

heya guys.
well, yesterday i got the diagnose MS - multiple sklerose. it's not sure whether the bad form or the good form. but i had since the end of may 2 batches (is that right?) in form of a left eye ignition and i think i'm getting a new batch on the other. but i'm not quiet sure. *sigh* so i tend to the bad one. i know, "YOU HAVE TO THINK POSITIVE".. but sorry, in this case i cant. i'm really a very optimistic character but now a little thing inside me is broken. haha, aint i funny. yes, my brain is broken but my 'spirit' is also a bit broken now.
i was in hospital in june. it was the horriblest time of my life. i'm just hoping and wishing that i don't have to go there again.
so, what do you think now. "poor girl, why is she publishing in the internet such message?!" - because i think you better know it. that's all.
i will upload tomorrow a few deviations. goodbye.

guys.. i'm so fucking twilight addicted. can you help me? i dream so many dreams with robert pattinson.. it's.. it's.. SILLY. well, more daydreams than other haha xD gooooshh D:

now online! ^_^ [link]
my new website!